I have a special interest in winds. Admittedly, my special interest in winds might be considered a fetish, but I'm proud of it because of how it really shapes my self-identity. Without a doubt, I probably wouldn't have discovered that I'm trans without this fetish. Wearing a skirt and having Marilyn Monroe moments just gives me gender euphoria.

I feel validated that I'm not the only one who has a special interest like mine. Especially when it's queer people. It's interesting how I used to be so scared of storms, but now I have a full on special interest in it. I really can't help but love how the winds make me feel and how they helped me find myself, even if it's weird. I still love the freeing feeling it gives. Like, as if I escaped to another place with no worries.

Windy days (even strong ones) will keep giving me euphoria and escapism, for as long as I live as a carefree girl who loves to wear flowy clothes.

I love struggling to stand, I love having my hair blown, I love my clothes fluttering, and I love this feeling that it'll always give me. I love windy days and I love being trans.

I wonder if anyone else feels this way.

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@maxythecat - It's funny because one of the reasons I found out I was trans was exploring a fetish. I still have it, although the realities of being trans have dampened it a bit. :)

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