[Thoughts Before Bed]
So with my avatar pretty much finished, with both jeans-and-sweater look as well as a tank-top and jeans look and a tanktop and boxers look, she's pretty much all finished.
I'm noticing I take a whole lot more selifies in VR than I ever did in real life. On top of that, I often hang out in my cabin wearing the boxers-and-tanktop look.
It's odd - I finally feel comfortable in my skin, as it were - and suddenly, I'm taking more pictures and getting very comfy with the body I gave myself. That avvie is still not 100% what I want, but it's so close I'm fine with it. And to be honest, how many of us are 100% what we want? I'm fine with 83% considering my meat body is down there at about 13%.
It also doesn't hurt that my avvie looks about thirty years younger than I do, but I DIDN'T HAVE THAT CUTENESS WHEN I WAS 20.
After last week's success with bread, I decided to try one more time. Nothing special. Just white bread. Followed a video super tightly, ignoring time suggestions and going by matching what the video was showing.
I actually overworked the dough twice. I threw it out each time and started over - if this is going to be my last loaf of homemade bread, I may as well just burn up the ingredients. The third time seemed to come out okay and matched the video I was watching.
I let it rise twice, again, ignoring the time suggestions and going by poke test and doubled sizes. Baked it as the video said, again ignoring the time suggestions and going by seeng if it matched the video.
And it's still too dense and super chewy.
So I'm finally done with bread making. It's been two years, and whatever I'm doing wrong, I can't figure it out. While I can make a pretty decent pastry bread, I'll leave the loaf-of-bread-making sorcery to the professionals and buy bread from here out.
Today I learned this existed.
So, when I get my nest freelance paycheck, I'm considering treating myself and picking this up for my Virtual Arcade. I just wish it was an octagonal gate and not square. I hated the CPS Joystick for that reason.
I'm up for recommendations, though.
Thank you Cab Calloway for being there when I was a kid in Sesame Street, and for being there for me when I was adult in the Blues Brothers.
Did some vegetable harvesting today with members of A Supportive Community For All at First Light Farm. Grabbed some cucumbers and tomatoes. Some of these went straight into a salad that night. Farm-to-Table in under 10 hours....
When I found out they had some holy basil, I asked for some. Thinking I'd only get enough for a meal, I was gifted an entire plant. So this is my new roomie. Now I gotta figure out how to keep her alive. I don't have the best green thumb....
@juergen_hubert @Alairthephoenix - A vote for "I am 30 or older and don't officially do the proper 10 finger typing, but can touch type at 70wpm."
I really truly believe that "blank paper syndrome" and "artist block" isn't just "you need to force something out and deal with it". Lack of inspiration is the last thing it could be.
You could be sick. You could be stressed, anxious, depressed, etc.
You could be physically, Mentally or emotionally tired.
Ppl telling you to suck it up and draw every day don't have your best interests in mind. 😒 Clueless about MH and Physical health.
I guess I have my Friday plans sorted:
Artist for Closetspace and A Wish for Wings
Creative Text Writer for MTG: Universes Beyond
Writer for Sea of Legends
One enchilada short of a Mexican Platter