Jenn Boo-lari @dolari@driveinsaturday.org

@AzulCrescent - One of the big things that got me on hormones was that I noticed my hair was beginning to thin out. After hormones, they hair continued to fall out...it just grew back. ::WHEW::

"You see, writing isn't just explaining the pretty pictures in your head to someone. It's an art form, and you're painting a story out, letter by letter. You have scenes you intertwine like poetry. Metaphors and similies to bring how the power and feel of actions and environments. You have scenes that reflect where the character is at the beginning, and how they have grown at the end. And that, sir, is why I began and ended this script with a masturbation joke."

Actual thing I wrote today. The quote that is. The other thing? Did that a year or two ago. The writing that is.

Silly Jenn Fact: I may be all grunge and 60s and new wave, yeah, but I do love, like, REALLY old regional country.

"Republicans tried anti-trans campaigns in 2022 and they were unsuccessful. So why are they doing them again? Is it possibly because it's easier than actually solving problems that exist?"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tZLofYpKdqI

@jeff - Carson going on Letterman was one of the reasons Letterman was on Conan's show so much. He knew Carson was doing him a HUGE favor giving him a bump in the show. Letterman paid it forward.

@tarajdactyl @socketwench - I really think it's time we just call Linux the Official Operating System of Trans Girls.

You know...I think things are worse now than the dot-com crash back in 2001.

Back in 1997, I was laid off from work (the first of MANY layoffs) I spent two years unemployed. When I found myself out of work in 2001, I didn't find stead work until 2003. So two years has always been my "benchmark" for unemployment.

'97 wasn't because of an economic downturn, but because my job moved out of state, and I coudln't afford a move to Massachusettes less than a year after moving to Pennsylvania.

The 2001 Dot-Com bust, that destroyed the tech sector for two years. It was a massive gut-punch that happened over the course of a few months. The layoffs ended quickly, but it took years to recover. heavily changed (and now extremely exploited).

The 2008 Depression wasn't too bad. My layoff there ended with me back at work in less than three months, at the job I'd stay at for ten years.

This one, though. It's two years since the layoffs started...but they havent' stopped. There's been almost no recovery in the tech sector I've seen at ALL. I'm two years in, probaby at LEAST a thousand resumes put in, no work, and more and more of my friends are now job hunting as well.

I honestly don't think there's going to be a recovery from this. As companies move to AI cause it's cheap and continuing to be sent offshore, I think this is about as good as it's going to get in tech, and it's not good.

Even if it does recover, given how long the layoffs have been, I'm expecting it to take JUST as long, so we're not looking at a decent recovery until 2026. If at all.

Maybe I'm being pessimistic. But at nearing two years unemployed, losing the apartment at the end of the year, and burning money that would have been for my surgery...well...it's pretty pessimistic around here.

And why I'm probably going to have to restart my employment life from the bottom up.

Have you tried the Shrimp?

"Okay, brain. I don't like you and you don't like me--"
"I like you!"
"No, you don't. Now you're going to shut up and give me seven and half hours of sleep, right?"
"......Oh? Sorry. Wasn't listening."

Spelling matters: "Violet Justice" is not the same as "Violent Justice."

Brain: "Okay, Jenn, I know I woke you up in a panic attack at 8AM after three hours of sleep, but I'm ready for bed now at 11."
Jenn: "Oh, no you don't. We have a lot to do today, and if YOU wanted to be up, I'M going to do some work."
Brain: "Are you drinking coffee?"
Jenn: "Keep 'em coming, barkeep."

"Jenn...why are you the way you are?"

I owe it all to this man:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xuJHKVQ2kLA

Erica: "This is the future isn't it? You sent me to 2017?!"
Fred: "2019 actually."
Jenn watching in 2024: ::chuckles::

Looking at this picture in #resonite reminds me of something a furry there told me (not in a bad way) when I just started using that new avatar:

"You know, you can be anything you want here. You don't HAVE to be human."
"I'm as close to what I want to be in this."

I love how welcoming everyone has been there, regardless of species. 🙂

Music Before Bed

I miss the 90s.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aA4tXkCA8-M

Y'all. I can't believe I'm saying this. But. I'm not really enjoying Echoes of Wisdom.

I don't hate it. Having to read walkthroughs to figure out the game puzzles using mechanics that aren't obvious/explained/clued-into is making it more frustrating than fun.

(Disclaimer for those already raching for the keyboard: Yes, I've played Zelda games before. Yes, the early games do this. Yes, I'm allowed to not like it anyways.)